myself guin miserable

for almost a month ive been a good girl staying at home,watching tv, cooking, doing the laundry, cleaning up and tidy up my rooms.. then suddely.. i felt like i want to see someone that i really missed.. huhuu.. ive been make-myself-busy the whole time satying at home just to avoid thinking of it.. but how can i avoid it? how could i make it go away if its written in my heart that i am loving him.. what am i supposed to do??

and this whole month is pack with family activities make my uneasily to go on a date.. huhuhuu im sorry if im able to make a time for u dear.. maybe.. there is a DAY that i'll be seeing u again.. soon.. i'll be patient for it to come..